Done catching up with DTBY episodes and my heart really felt lighter. :)
It may be "corny" or "cheesy" to others, but until now, I still get affected with MaiDen (I actually prefer to call them MaiChard rather than that or AlDubbut for showbusiness' sake, k dot.) It still fresh in my memories how they met and how they came up to be together. And the best thing, I think, is that they make me believe in destiny over and over again. So stupid, ayt?
I've been through a lot of heartaches because of being so easy to fall. I know I haven't experienced everything about relationships but my experiences makes me feel like I've been through a lot. If others will experience what I've been through, I think, they might get tired. But how is it that I still have my hopes up that there is someone meant for me? Yes, I'm feeling tired already, but hope is still there. I guess that's what's hope got to do. To be just there.
What are my hopes? I hope that I meet the one meant for me, sooner. I hope for the "right time" comes, sooner. I hope that he will be loving like how I see it from other people. Not from the movies. Because movies are just fiction. And I've know people who actually are better than the love stories in the movies. I hope that my hopes don't get nowhere.
I'm waiting for him. I have so much love to give. And I'm still giving it to the wrong person. I still give it to those who do not want to receive it. It hurts. It really hurts. Yet, there are times when I think, is it really that I want to give this love, or is it just I'm in love with the idea of love? I'm looking for it because I want to experience it.
Well, what a day! My eyes are already heavy, probably begging for me to stop typing because no one actually will ever read this. Or maybe, it's just tired like me because all day, he has been awake. So I gotta go to sleep and start to be motivational tomorrow morning. K. Dot. Fine.
